WARNING THERE ARE VERY GRAPHIC PICTURES IN HERE THAT ARE PROBABLY NOT WORK SAFE OR ANYONE WITH A WEAK STOMACH.
The pictures are not in order but you guys will get the idea.
dont post on here much but I need a place to talk to try and keep my mental state up..
August 9th I left my house to go on a road trip for the weekend.. about 20 miles into the trip I was rear ended by a truck, my passenger ejected and I was dragged 300ish yards under the front of the truck. Unfortunately I remember being dragged and screaming without the truck stopping and I blacked out.. I woke as I was having my pants cut off of my by an 18 year old girl and she was shoving rags in my wounds to stop the bleeding. the people loading me into the helicopter I heard saying i wasnt going to make it with the ammouint of blood I had lost.. I told them if was going to bleed out and die I wanted to watch the helicoptor ride as I had never been on one before than I blacked out.. I woke up in the hopsital that night with traction through my left knee cap which is basically a metal rod through my knee with a rope attatched hanging off the bed with weight. My right leg broke my tibula and fibula a few inchs above my ankle thanks to my alpinestar smx-5 boots with bones sticking out and my foot spun around 180 degrees. the boots did protect some and save my ankle only to break it in a better place..
My left leg was broken and shattered my tibula and fibula right next to the knee cap. My pelvis was broken, my right hip was also broken. nerve damage in my left hand with 3 numb fingers
The tire of the truck also ate a very deep hole into my right quad about 2mm away from my femoral artery.
I was rushed into surgery for my exposed bone in my left tib/fib that night 2 hours after reaching the hospital.. a 9 hour surgery and lots of narcotics shut down my entire digestive system which my organs were about to explode and I was rushed into an emergency procedure to clean those out.. I watched blood come out of a tube in my nose that went to my intestines for hours and hours.
Now was not alloud pain killers... I went through 5 surgerys in 18 days with no pain killers... The feeling of them ripping off the skin on my wounds to clean them every clouple hours made me want to just end it all...screaming like I was being beaten multiple times a day and dealing with the pain of being rolled side to side with broken bones..
shitting myself uncontrollable and knowing you cant do anything about it and barely movee...
its now 2 months later and most the pain is gone.. after skin grap surgery I am healed enough to be in the rehab center.. Ive been in rehab since monday the sept 30th with an expected release date of the 16th of october if all goes well...
I was up on my one weight baring foot today in the parrallel bars. It was so awful I was basically doing a dip and using my arms to stand with my leg shaking so bad it scared me alot to know I cannot stand...
I also have another problem which a 27 year old man should not have... I have nerve damage in my penis and it is painfull.. So i am continuing to go through things that suck but should get better with time...
I am attaching some graphic pictures but I want people to see this as a reminder to always watch your rearvew mirrors and wear your gear.. I had boots, gloves, jacket, helmet on but they were no match for a pickup truck.
The ONLY fun ive had in the hospitals is the women!